Have you ever had a dream that was so intense, and so strange, that it felt real? A dream that when you woke up, you knew it was a dream, but while sleeping you could feel things, and I don't mean emotional things, I mean physically? I've had dreams like that before, but this one wasn't pain, it felt...nice actually, well the ending part of it anyway.
So my cousin (the one with Autism) decided to wake up at 6 AM. I was tired and didn't get to sleep until around midnight or so, so when I woke up I looked at my phone to check the time and then went back to sleep. Now the dream started out weird. I was in this house and I wasn't feeling well. I had a very intense headache, and that was pretty much the only pain I remember actually physically feeling. The intense headache had caused me to pass out and this man came over to me to help me up. Apparently the man was my uncle, and not my real life uncle, but for some odd reason I had another dream concerning the TV show Charmed, yeah not that unusual.
So the man was Coop, Phoebe's husband. After that he kinda left me alone. For some odd reason I felt that no one cared about me or wanted me so I planned on running away, my phone started to ring, but I did not answer, which caused the person who called me to become worried. When they rushed in the room, I was pretending to be asleep. The person who rushed into the room was another man, this time it was Andy. He and Prue had been brought back to life and were married, that I was their kid that had gone missing and had recently been returned. He had somehow known that I was unhappy and wanted to run away. He placed a blanket on me and I awoke from my pretend slumber.
He then hugged me and expressed his concern over me. It felt nice, knowing that someone cared and actually having a father who seems to care. I called off the running away. After that I got something to eat. It was a bowl of rice. I had one bite and was immediately full. Sometime later I was in a car and no one was driving it, it was driving by itself. It crashed and I panicked, somehow entering another car, with similar things happening. I panicked once more and tried to get to a phone to call my father, but they said he didn't exist. I thought it was a joke and then called Prue, who happened to be my mother, and they said she didn't exist either.
This is when I ended up getting Piper to help. We trekked to a castle, and I ordered the release of my parents. The being did not comply and attacked me with mini tornadoes. At this time I offered a trade, I offered up myself as I had the power to essentially manipulate reality. He agreed and I turned evil, and was ordered to attack my parents. I did so, after all I was brainwashed. While they didn't die they were in serious pain. After a while the brainwashing wore off and I was able to break free. Somehow then I had to fight Link from Twilight Princess and stabbed him in his Zora Tunic with a Light Arrow. (Also somehow between that time I was able to fix what I had done with the crashed cars by switching numbers or something like that and then just finally erased the things from reality or something.)
Next we were at my real life uncle's house. My real life sister was there and got mad at me because I wouldn't give her my Gameboy Advance SP. So while I was practicing my telekinesis by moving piles of clothes, my real life sister spit water at me and someone else. We got into some sort of fight or something. Anyway I had told my father (Andy) that I had hated him. Later on we were in a car together, I apologized for everything and laid my head against his arm. He then took his arm and wrapped it around me. I actually felt that, the warmth, the comfort, how nice it felt to be cared for by someone like that. Then I woke up.
I know it's not real, but I kinda wish it was. I mean having parents, birth parents, that really care for you, want you in their life, it just feels nice.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Strange Dreams
Have you ever had a dream that was beyond nuts? Something that just doesn't even seem like a dream? Like it came from somewhere else? They say that dreams mean something, but if mine mean something god I'm scared!
Dream #1:
I was spending the night at my uncle's house in Vegas, but it looked way different, it was like a freaking mansion. For some odd reason I was staying there and I looked like Ramona Flowers (Mary Elizabeth Winstead from Scott Pilgrim). I fell out of bed while sleeping and my uncle had this ugly ass puppy. Apparently I fell on it when I fell out of bed I fell on the puppy, so now the puppy hates me. I think it was a Shit-zu, anyway so the puppy bites me whenever I come near it and tries to attack me.
Somehow the dream then ended up going in a different direction. I was filming for a movie, still looking like Mary Elizabeth Winstead. I met this guy and we started to talk, he was my co-star and then we started making out, and it still felt odd making out with a guy, I hated it, but didn't tell him that, he then helped me change by putting on a wig for what was needed. Anyway one of my other co-stars had made some weird ass spicy rice dish and we ate it. It tasted really good, but due to my meds I couldn't eat anymore. Then Fran Fine who was working on the set overheard I was on meds so she decided to try to sabotage me. I followed her to where she had gone, it was a classroom, and in the classroom there was a whiteboard. On the whiteboard listed things, one in specific, the location for nap-time. When she left I changed the arrow back after she changed it.
Then I ran out of the room, hid where no one could see me and orbed to my room. I then got someone saying that I needed to do some rehearsal and so I told them I would just need to be a few minutes. I had to clean up. I then heard some weird ass noises from outside as some weird ass contraptions were being built, like a giant scythe that swung back and forth. I yelled for my sister to get me a water bottle, but she couldn't hear me, and someone told me to use the mini fridge next to me that I hadn't noticed. So I did. Then I walked outside and somehow came to a pool. My sister was there and she looked completely different, she actually looked like a fucking super model. She walked out in a bikini and was worried that the paparazzi would edit her photos to make her look nude or something.
Then somehow I ended up in a strange place. Piper had come down some stairs and was really freaked out. I told her that I was Melinda, but she didn't believe me, saying Melinda was gone and she was never coming back. I told her that I was there and I wasn't leaving, but something was weird. She hugged me for a long time and told me never to leave her again, but that wasn't the weird thing. Magic had gone weird, and I had to fix what I had done. So I went back in time and ended up in some weird ass daycare for magical people, I made my way through the daycare and somehow I could shoot vines from my fingertips. I made my way to a hidden spot and tried to orb away, but I kept orbing in the same spot. Orbing was forbidden or something, so I stayed in the daycare. I asked what was going on and Leo told me that orbing was forbidden. My uncle was there and he had games, but said that only the Phillips CD-i was allowed to be played as all other game consoles were banned. I then knew something was up. Another person told me to go see someone, I can't remember the name. I said "You mean the panda bear?", but someone told me that it was actually a steer or something, I don't remember.
But the steer was asleep, and for some odd reason it had a girl's name. Anyway I didn't bother it and then somehow I got comrades and I turned into Sheik from Zelda, Link was in his Zora Outfit from Twilight Princess and then Princess Zelda was following behind. So we all started running down the street and ended up on a mountain pass. I used my stealth skills and stole the piece of mountain back from the Granbull (a Pokemon from Gold/Silver), and told the Mountain that he wasn't getting it back until later. The mountain said that we would pay the next time we played the game. So we made it up the mountain and went to an Arby's. I ordered a medium sandwich and a fry. Somehow by then I changed back to how I looked to begin with at the beginning of the dream, and I had more people following, Link and Zelda were back to normal too.
We got up to the top of the mountain and decided to take a break before taking on the final boss. I met a friend and we started to eat. I asked the friend to hand Elliot Stabler his sandwich and he did so. I talked to the guy, but felt so full halfway through the sandwich. I finished it and grabbed three curly fries before giving the rest to my sister. (I then woke up)
Dream #2:
It started out me remembering myself falling out of the bed and pissing off that ugly ass puppy. I then walked inside from being outside and Patty Halliwell was there and was confused about me, but she was on the phone in my kitchen, cooking something. Then somehow I ended up in the basement family room and it was huge. My cousin and sister were watching some stupid movie and kept ignoring me when I asked the title. My sister told me eventually, so I went to my area where the bed was, and Piper, Phoebe, and Paige were there. They kept asking me if I remembered anything yet and tried to say a spell so that my dolls would somehow make me remember, but it failed. I then cleaned up my dresser and handed them my two Book of Three Charmed Companion guides. They were in shock and I told them they were from my world and that they may help. They then mentioned that maybe I wasn't Melinda and was really from another world.
Then a demon came and told them I was Melinda and he had switched me for an identical twin in the "real world" and that I didn't remember for a reason, and Piper figured out why her Melinda had no powers, but I did. Piper, Phoebe, and Paige told me the only way to defeat the demon was to use my powers to follow a path of wires that were on this quilt that was on my bed, but two of the wires were snapped, only Paige's worked. So I used my powers to follow the path and the demon was destroyed, the quilt turning back to normal, well sorta. It was a magical quilt that had portals. The quilt thanked me by words on it's stitching, and Piper hugged me for a long time and started to cry. She then saw how exhausted I was and led me to the bed, laying down with me and having me fall asleep in her arms.
Then somehow I ended up at my aunt's weight loss place. They said I needed to weigh myself again and told me I gained 20 pounds in two days. I was upset, but my aunt came in and read the scale and told me I lost 30 pounds in two days and that they were just trying to trick me or something. I then went into the bathroom and then somehow turned into a little kid. I walked out and told my aunt that I would be in the van while she was talking to the people. The van was locked so I made sure no one was looking an orbed into the back seat. Somehow I orbed myself to a park where I was playing with someone and Phoebe had lost me. Phoebe told Piper at home and Piper ended up in a bed in a deep depression and there were signs, the other bed said Wednesday, this one saying Thursday. I ended up home, no one recognizing me. Baby Wyatt was able to carry two gallon water bottles filled with some weird ass red liquid like Kool-Aide and asked Leo when dinner would be ready. I just headed upstairs and went to talk to Piper who didn't believe me at first, but then hugged me and started crying, telling me to never leave her again. Then somehow I was a teenager again and somehow I ended up inside Alexandria Castle from Final Fantasy IX. Beatrix said she was going to destroy Brahne even though Garnet begged her not to. Eiko was there and so was the entire cast and it was freaking voice acted. Beatrix readied the canon which led to a hole in the bottom where Brahne was and fired it killing her. Then somehow I looked like Cloud from Final Fantasy VII, the ugly ass character model from Final Fantasy VII.
It was snowing outside of the castle on the world map and I started to get covered in snow and was on top of a tree. I got down and called a Moogle. Apparently I had cheat codes on so I kept trying to kill the Moogle by making the Moogle fly in the air and land on the ground harshly, like a Moon Jump Code. I kept trying to destroy the Moogle, and then I woke up again.
Dream #1:
I was spending the night at my uncle's house in Vegas, but it looked way different, it was like a freaking mansion. For some odd reason I was staying there and I looked like Ramona Flowers (Mary Elizabeth Winstead from Scott Pilgrim). I fell out of bed while sleeping and my uncle had this ugly ass puppy. Apparently I fell on it when I fell out of bed I fell on the puppy, so now the puppy hates me. I think it was a Shit-zu, anyway so the puppy bites me whenever I come near it and tries to attack me.
Somehow the dream then ended up going in a different direction. I was filming for a movie, still looking like Mary Elizabeth Winstead. I met this guy and we started to talk, he was my co-star and then we started making out, and it still felt odd making out with a guy, I hated it, but didn't tell him that, he then helped me change by putting on a wig for what was needed. Anyway one of my other co-stars had made some weird ass spicy rice dish and we ate it. It tasted really good, but due to my meds I couldn't eat anymore. Then Fran Fine who was working on the set overheard I was on meds so she decided to try to sabotage me. I followed her to where she had gone, it was a classroom, and in the classroom there was a whiteboard. On the whiteboard listed things, one in specific, the location for nap-time. When she left I changed the arrow back after she changed it.
Then I ran out of the room, hid where no one could see me and orbed to my room. I then got someone saying that I needed to do some rehearsal and so I told them I would just need to be a few minutes. I had to clean up. I then heard some weird ass noises from outside as some weird ass contraptions were being built, like a giant scythe that swung back and forth. I yelled for my sister to get me a water bottle, but she couldn't hear me, and someone told me to use the mini fridge next to me that I hadn't noticed. So I did. Then I walked outside and somehow came to a pool. My sister was there and she looked completely different, she actually looked like a fucking super model. She walked out in a bikini and was worried that the paparazzi would edit her photos to make her look nude or something.
Then somehow I ended up in a strange place. Piper had come down some stairs and was really freaked out. I told her that I was Melinda, but she didn't believe me, saying Melinda was gone and she was never coming back. I told her that I was there and I wasn't leaving, but something was weird. She hugged me for a long time and told me never to leave her again, but that wasn't the weird thing. Magic had gone weird, and I had to fix what I had done. So I went back in time and ended up in some weird ass daycare for magical people, I made my way through the daycare and somehow I could shoot vines from my fingertips. I made my way to a hidden spot and tried to orb away, but I kept orbing in the same spot. Orbing was forbidden or something, so I stayed in the daycare. I asked what was going on and Leo told me that orbing was forbidden. My uncle was there and he had games, but said that only the Phillips CD-i was allowed to be played as all other game consoles were banned. I then knew something was up. Another person told me to go see someone, I can't remember the name. I said "You mean the panda bear?", but someone told me that it was actually a steer or something, I don't remember.
But the steer was asleep, and for some odd reason it had a girl's name. Anyway I didn't bother it and then somehow I got comrades and I turned into Sheik from Zelda, Link was in his Zora Outfit from Twilight Princess and then Princess Zelda was following behind. So we all started running down the street and ended up on a mountain pass. I used my stealth skills and stole the piece of mountain back from the Granbull (a Pokemon from Gold/Silver), and told the Mountain that he wasn't getting it back until later. The mountain said that we would pay the next time we played the game. So we made it up the mountain and went to an Arby's. I ordered a medium sandwich and a fry. Somehow by then I changed back to how I looked to begin with at the beginning of the dream, and I had more people following, Link and Zelda were back to normal too.
We got up to the top of the mountain and decided to take a break before taking on the final boss. I met a friend and we started to eat. I asked the friend to hand Elliot Stabler his sandwich and he did so. I talked to the guy, but felt so full halfway through the sandwich. I finished it and grabbed three curly fries before giving the rest to my sister. (I then woke up)
Dream #2:
It started out me remembering myself falling out of the bed and pissing off that ugly ass puppy. I then walked inside from being outside and Patty Halliwell was there and was confused about me, but she was on the phone in my kitchen, cooking something. Then somehow I ended up in the basement family room and it was huge. My cousin and sister were watching some stupid movie and kept ignoring me when I asked the title. My sister told me eventually, so I went to my area where the bed was, and Piper, Phoebe, and Paige were there. They kept asking me if I remembered anything yet and tried to say a spell so that my dolls would somehow make me remember, but it failed. I then cleaned up my dresser and handed them my two Book of Three Charmed Companion guides. They were in shock and I told them they were from my world and that they may help. They then mentioned that maybe I wasn't Melinda and was really from another world.
Then a demon came and told them I was Melinda and he had switched me for an identical twin in the "real world" and that I didn't remember for a reason, and Piper figured out why her Melinda had no powers, but I did. Piper, Phoebe, and Paige told me the only way to defeat the demon was to use my powers to follow a path of wires that were on this quilt that was on my bed, but two of the wires were snapped, only Paige's worked. So I used my powers to follow the path and the demon was destroyed, the quilt turning back to normal, well sorta. It was a magical quilt that had portals. The quilt thanked me by words on it's stitching, and Piper hugged me for a long time and started to cry. She then saw how exhausted I was and led me to the bed, laying down with me and having me fall asleep in her arms.
Then somehow I ended up at my aunt's weight loss place. They said I needed to weigh myself again and told me I gained 20 pounds in two days. I was upset, but my aunt came in and read the scale and told me I lost 30 pounds in two days and that they were just trying to trick me or something. I then went into the bathroom and then somehow turned into a little kid. I walked out and told my aunt that I would be in the van while she was talking to the people. The van was locked so I made sure no one was looking an orbed into the back seat. Somehow I orbed myself to a park where I was playing with someone and Phoebe had lost me. Phoebe told Piper at home and Piper ended up in a bed in a deep depression and there were signs, the other bed said Wednesday, this one saying Thursday. I ended up home, no one recognizing me. Baby Wyatt was able to carry two gallon water bottles filled with some weird ass red liquid like Kool-Aide and asked Leo when dinner would be ready. I just headed upstairs and went to talk to Piper who didn't believe me at first, but then hugged me and started crying, telling me to never leave her again. Then somehow I was a teenager again and somehow I ended up inside Alexandria Castle from Final Fantasy IX. Beatrix said she was going to destroy Brahne even though Garnet begged her not to. Eiko was there and so was the entire cast and it was freaking voice acted. Beatrix readied the canon which led to a hole in the bottom where Brahne was and fired it killing her. Then somehow I looked like Cloud from Final Fantasy VII, the ugly ass character model from Final Fantasy VII.
It was snowing outside of the castle on the world map and I started to get covered in snow and was on top of a tree. I got down and called a Moogle. Apparently I had cheat codes on so I kept trying to kill the Moogle by making the Moogle fly in the air and land on the ground harshly, like a Moon Jump Code. I kept trying to destroy the Moogle, and then I woke up again.
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